Forward turtle style

I'm slowly moving  forward
But turtles don't exactly
jump like bunnies or frogs

One day at a time

You have no idea
how much it cost me
to come back here again


But I had to

To be able to move on
with me, myself and I
in my life

Will there ever be anyone else?
Who knowes?


Life goes on they say
It's known to happen
among the living 


Aint no rush


Thank you for flying Turtle Airways!
Please come again
Real soon

Buckets of tears

I'll weep buckets of tears
the day I learn

You've met a girl
and want to marry

I'll cry tears of sorrow
and tears of joy

Sad for loosing my
biggest love

Happy for knowing
you will be loved
even more

Perfect love

One day you'll find
that special girl
you're looking for

The perfekt one

That can give you
everything you want
in a woman

I don't think you
should settle for less

Never settle for less
than true love
from both

I hope that day will
come soon
I wish you nothing but love

And one day I'll find
my true love too

But Baby, I'm scared

that he will hurt me
like you did
and everyone else
I have ever loved

I need him to be proud
of having me as his woman

Not afraid of me
and not ashamed of me

Breakdown

Why did you say
I was tryin'
to break you down?

I never was
Still am not

I'm tryin' to
rebuild my self
from being dead
for a year

Sure..sometimes
I get angry, bitter
jealous even

But then I remember
that I promised to
always be your friend
even when it hurts me

And then all the bullshit
you can think of
means nothing to me

Other people don't understand
they think I'm week, stupid

I am not
I am very strong

An my love for you
goes beyond everything
I knew of

It is unconditional
I don't love you because 
or in spite of

It's honest, true, pure, clean
I just love you

I don't always
understand you though
allthough I try hard to

Your logic is different from mine

I'm not tryin' to
break your spirit
Why would you think
that I was?

Sometimes
when you whip
my heart
I strike back

I guess that hurts then?

Didn't think it did
'cuz you said you didn't
care about me 
like that

How can you be jealous
if you don't care?
Maybe it's just your pride
that's hurting?

Well..that won't kill'ya

I'm sure it feels wonderful
to have someone
that loves and adores you
no matter what you say or do

And also annoying
like a bug you can't shake off

The day I die is the day I'll
stop loving you

So..I guess you're gonna have to kill me, then? ;)

If that don't work just press Ctrl alt delete

When eagles fly

Your soul is as free
as God intended it to be

Fly like an eagle
Dance like a bear

Embrace life
as it was given to Thee

Make belive

It never happened
Not any of it
It was all just in my head

So I am told

And all this time
I belived I was just blind
To reality

Long time No see

How far do I have to go
for you to notice that
I am gone

How long do I have to stay away
for you to miss me

How clever do I have to be
for you to be proud of me

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles vs ET- Liberation Day

Remember when I told you that I morfed and became ET, right before christmas that year? When I did that, I also adopted all your pain and fears.

So what I've done since then, is mixing all your pain&fears with all my pain&fears. That's why we've both been a bit miserable for a while.

Come spring I'm letting them all go. And that's why we've both been feeling a bit stronger lately. Time is nearly there.

I didn't try to kill all that misery, 'cuz I know it's not possible. Instead I'm turning them all into beautiful flowers and colorful butterflies. Right now they're growing inside me, getting ready to hatch.

Come 17th of may it's Liberation day. I'm setting them all free.

You will feel strong, painless, free and happy. And I will feel the same.

There will come times when you feel pain and misery again. That's just 'cuz you've gotten so used to having them around, that you belive that they're a part of you.

When that happens, you think of flowers and butterflies. Every spring they will be back to carry your pain away and to lighten your spirit.

And if it's midwinter and the pain feels to heavy to carry, you can just go outside and lay it down somewhere in the snow. Where you put it flowers will grow in the spring.  

- ET -

Drømmedama

Der
Ikke her

Da dør mine drømmer

Dine drømmer
Er dine egne

De skal jeg aldri ta fra deg

Hjertet mitt forstår ikke
At det er mulig

Å skru av bryteren
Vet hva jeg så

Det var sant og ekte

Forsto ikke
At det var mitt

Du sto med hjertet
I handa

Jeg trodde det tilhørte
En annen

Så jeg gikk
For ikke å stå i veien

For dine drømmer

Idiotic panic attac

Fikk panikk
Tror jeg
Stilte derfor

Et ultimatum

Kun en idiot
Sier ja
Til et ultimatum

Du er ingen idiot

Resultatet ville sannsynligvis
Vært det samme
Uansett

Et umulig prosjekt
Sa alle

Kun idioter
Satser på sånt
Jeg er en idiot

From Heaven to Hell

8 months

And still counting
You had me

You really had me
Like no one ever has
Before

I was spinning
Around
In happines

My God
You could have taken me
Anywhere

Just by sayin'
..come..